Wednesday, November 19, 2008

The Fight Goes On...

When can you say that you have become normal? There are no particular indications as such but I think when you are able to curb some of the feelings and when some songs, some piece of paper or even some topic of your project(My God !! who knew even this can hurt) doesn't effect you.
When you press the fast forward button whenever a sentimental ideal romantic scene appears during a movie,
when you are again able to bear few slow songs,
when you don't search Google for arbitrary things or don't keep looking for something related to past rigorously,
when you don't press the refresh button on the browser again and again,
when you again start taking care of your health,
when you don't fear meeting people,
when you are able to be in visible mode in chat engines,
when you start attending lectures again,
when you don't blame yourselves for everything,
when you again start liking cricket,
when you are again able to see other people in eyes,
when you stop watching sitcoms,movies etc continuously bunking lectures just to keep the mind busy,
when you again start living,
when you don't shout at your friends,
when you don't want to be alone,
.....
But the Fight goes on.....

5 comments:

SAM said...

its nt a fight for being normal!!!
its life bache@@@

Soham Chakraborty said...

haan :( .. sach kahan !! mummy

Anonymous said...

yeah, Soham,"... and the fight goes on" to stay 'normal,'
to "let the tide flow and time roll and carry on" - it's easier breaking norms for some people when adrenalin's rushing ;)it's easier to "break free, Trun around or lie down" then :)
But for some who have their own ideas about how things shd be, staying with "norms" and to be "normal" can be a fierce struggle and might involve fast forwarding evry once in a while to relevant parts. True, true...

Liked reading you, wd be back again, dont stop writing

Anonymous said...

why does my avatar not show in Eblogger blogs!

Soham Chakraborty said...

thank you very much !!
may be u were not logged in the blogger when u commented...